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7/18/2007 拒绝麻木忽然袭来一股莫名的失落，
如同悲伤蔓延的感觉充斥全身，
一个人的家，
没有声音，没有画面，
一切仿佛静止了的电影，
在纯黑的一格停止，
试图打开音乐赶走寂静，
试图上网聊天打败孤独，
可是，发现竟然一切都是徒劳的，
来自外界的刺激如何打倒内在的寂寞？
只能徒劳的耽误时间，不至于让寂寞来的更重罢了。
照片散落在旁边，记录的只是瞬间，
可是我却依然靠它取暖，
因为它记录的是美丽的瞬间，
就算物是人非，就算沧海桑田，
照片依然保留他原来的样子，
哪怕变的昏黄易碎，
他依然比记忆坚实的多，
听到林肯公园的《NUMB》，
Linkin Park - Numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I've becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I've becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you And I know I may end up failing too But I know You were just like me with someone disappointed in you I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I've becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you I've become so numb I can't feel you there Is everything what you want me to be I've become so numb I can't feel you there Is everything what you want me to be 我的心突然紧缩了，我不想变的麻木，
I don't wanna become so numb.
I hate it so much!~
如果习惯一个人独自打开屋子的门，
开灯，换上拖鞋，
然后拖着疲惫的身子瘫软在落了灰尘的沙发上的时候。
你会突然流泪么？
如果不会，又有多少人是因为已经麻木了呢？
如果是我，我宁愿流泪也不愿意麻木的继续下去，
因为我要追求自己的幸福！~
我老了，很多想法变了，不在是那个自己了，但是我总不后悔！~ TrackbacksThe trackback URL for this entry is: http://troyammzyz.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!36D8C793BD6EFACD!407.trak Weblogs that reference this entry
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